Cor 12:9  And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

I don’t think I have ever been this weak in my life. I have been Spiritually weak, and at other times, Physically weak but this is a total system weakness. I’ve pulled myself up from many bad situations through Faith that Jesus is with me to help me but this…. this time I am totally and completely dependent on the Grace and mercy of God to rescue me! 

Jesus told Paul that His grace was sufficient for him in that time of great trial.  Sufficient means enough;  and adequate. That tells me that there is more than enough Grace to get me through this time. I have been tested before. I have begged for Grace and Mercy before. Those times never rose to this level but Jesus never left me to battle alone. Even in this time of great weakness, and frailty, I know Jesus is here. I know he will pick me up, heal me and make me whole! My faith is not in my weakness its in Jesus – the lover and keeper of my soul. I understand the need for my friends and family to look away during this time. It only proves that we put our faith in things that can not keep us. Coming to this great understanding of the gospel is key to survival, which is trials come and go, but the Love of God that passes all understanding abides forever. 

Rom 8:31  What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? Rom 8:32  He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things? Rom 8:33  Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God’s elect? It is God that justifieth. Rom 8:34  Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. Rom 8:35  Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? Rom 8:36  As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Rom 8:37  Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. Rom 8:38  For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Rom 8:39  Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.